If you, my reader, will permit me, I will indulge myself in some abstraction this birthday morning in July. There is, in reality, desire and resistance; the real form is a tensegrity structure. Freud refers to the desire as "libido;" resistance is discovered in the "reality principle." The reality principle is the law that governs the lawless libido. Libido does not exist except in relation to the reality principle; the reversal is equally valid.

The law "represses" libido; resistence is not passive, is acts upon desire, confining it to the logic of four-dimensional structuring. This writing is a repressive act; my night-time dreams were de-composed in regressive inaction. Consciousness structures as unconsciousness destructures. That is the dynamic of tensegrity.

Desire is "libidinized" by resistance, by the word "no." It is in response to "negation" that the positive appears. Unconscious desire is unpolarized; there is no experience of resistance to the flow of desire. The act of creation is negation. Libido is desire dominated by negation, or, the "reality principle." The world of experience is unreal, unpolarized, ungenitalized, unlawful, and unrepressed unless the word "no" is uttered.