Energy-synergy is abstraction; desire is experience. Concepts devoid of emotion cannot describe experience. "Holy dread" is the experience of tensegrity, the experience of the process of incorporation. A nuclear system manifests emotion as well as concepts. The same may be said of the body without systems. It is the emotion that interests me; the abstract is only useful insofar as it elucidates my emotions. Why does my anal sphincter tighten when I think I have lost something?

Emotional polarity is "holy dread"; attraction and repulsion; love and fear. The emotional poles are experienced simultaneously. The nuclear body, the genital organization constitutes an emotional double-bind. Expression is repression and the slow return of the repressed. The current of desire than runs between the genders and between the generations is ambivalent. The Oedipus complex is an emotional tensegrity structure.